12/02/2009

bye

Gmail - parting - b2men98@gmail.com
Sorry.



Many things to make become a star.



lifting up into the sky.



be shown by you.



In some area, you're the first one.



Nothing to say.


11/24/2009

인생관

인생관을 말하다.


 

인생관이란 게 있다고 한다. 있는데 모르는 이와, 없는데 있다고 하는 이들이 있다. 어떤 방식으로든 있으면 되는 것 아닌가. 황희정승이 따로 없다.


 

현실적인 인생관을 보면, 물질 우선 주의와 가치 우선주의로 나뉠 수 있다.

내가 만든 말이라 토 달지 말고 설명을 보면, 일단 눈에 보이는 것과 머리에 떠오르는 것은 커리어와 연봉, 보너스, 그리고 로또. 좋은 차 해외 여행 비싼 아파트. 괜찮은 직장. 등등 너희 서른 살 나이의 대부분이 요렇게 사고의 끊을 놓지 않고 있다. 머라고 할 수는 없다. 다 나의 의지와는 상관없이 그래야만 할 것 같은 사회적인 분위기 때문에 형성 되었다고도 볼 수 있으니까.


 

또 한가지는 가치 우선주의.

의미 있는 일을 해야 하는데. 현실이 안 받쳐 주지. 지금 일이 나에게, 혹은 사회적으로, 약자에게 인류에게 등등 등 어떤 가치를 제공하는지에 관한 고민들. (집어쳐!) 아주 가치 있다. 그리고 더욱 성공 할 가능성 있다고 봐. 그런데. 이자들은 말만 많다. 변화하는 자 거의 없다. 노력하는 자 아예 없다. 말만. 마음속만. 구질구질하다.


 

요는 이렇다. 30이란 숫자가 가져다 주는 생각 중, 이 현재 나의 모습과 미래라는 주제는 참으로 쏠쏠한 안주거리이다. 이러다가 보면 나이 들어서 안정 된 것을 확보하려 하겠지만 서도.

그래도 우린 생각 있는 30대 아닌가 싶다.


 

글도 안 써지고. 그래도 쓰고 싶고. 갈대 같은 마음.


 

Fine.

11/21/2009

30대 이제 시작해본다.



9/21/2009

rainy thirty

for anyone who is entering the world of thirty.

You now know what you can or cannot.

You now know what you know or know not.

You now know what the love is.

You now know what life is.

Sometimes rain comes, snow falls, wind breezes, and sun shines.

Sometime you cry, weep, you smile and crazy.

Yes I know. I am Thirty as well. We are all in the same line of life.

Not just for me, not for you neither.

Keep breathing, inhale, exhale, do not stop to think with your heart, the engine of your artworking.

It is rainy in my heart and my thirty.

I cannot see the way go forth.

You may stop there, see your footprints, and do the deep breath you may.

Fine with here.

Jun

 



9/06/2009

I am Aquarius, My Lover is Capricorn

AstrologyZone
I am Aquarius, My Lover is Capricorn

This match will work well only if you have some important water or earth planets somewhere in your chart. This is because your sign follows Capricorn in the zodiac. The sign that immediately follows another sign is very different in many ways, because it makes up for what the prior sign lacks. Capricorns ask Aquarius why they put so much emphasis on future planning. Capricorn rules history and the past, and so your lover enjoys old movies, browsing for antiques, and reflecting on the museum dinosaur collection. You, on the other hand, are anxious to get back to your web surfing, or over to your local electronics store to look at the new and faster computers. Capricorns would rather spend their money on a rare document or an old, valuable quilt; your orientations are very different.

Still, this does not doom the relationship as long as you enjoy your differences. You probably enjoy the fact that your lover is rooted in reality and is practical and hard working. Capricorns care about their reputations, but at times their social consciousness will irritate you. Aquarius don't try to keep up with the Joneses, but your lover might think your blase attitude isn't quite respectful. They will enjoy your freewheeling thinking, though (especially because it is so alien to them) and your experimental approach to life.

Capricorns are basically more materialistic than Aquarius, but this could be helpful to you, since your partner will have the patience to set up your retirement portfolio and make it grow. You may not see the need for all this now, but later in life you'll be happy for it. If your situation is such that the Capricorn depends on you to support him or her for a period of time (say, after your children are born), you could experience the most difficulty; your Capricorn is ambitious and will want to see progress in your career, both in status and salary. You are not entirely self-oriented -- your role is to work for the good of the organization -- and your plans tend to be long-term. So a Capricorn's influence could be good or bad, depending on how you feel about the input. Your lover may have to learn to live without immediate gratification from your career.

Sexually, earth signs like Capricorn are sensual and tactile. You are less so, so you will either get with the program or hear some complaints. Still, I think you will find ways to satisfy your partner, because you receive information and feedback so well. You're a good communicator, and you approach sex like anything else in your life -- as something that can be analyzed and improved. Aquarius is the sign of the objective scientist who draws up a hypothesis and then observes carefully, taking in data and finding out if the thesis can be proven. This approach may be too cool for Capricorn, who aches for you to show more animal passion!

We are all more than our Sun sign -- the stars suggest, but do not dictate, how we act. Love and understanding can override most problems, so know where the difficulties are (not always an easy task) and face them head-on. Use your magical power of communication, Aquarius. You can make this relationship work well if you try.